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Vocabulary Log #3}
Friday, 6 February 2015 | 00:06 | 0Comment



 So today , for this log I will make something new . I mean only for this week . I had asked for my lecturer's permission to do this kind of task . So that I would more understand with the words I've searched for . I would try my best to make this task a  success . This task takes a lot of time . For me to think of ideas .

The task that I would do today is I would collect all of my vocab that I've searched before . i would use all of the word to make them into a long story . Or maybe in some paragraph . So that I would be familiar with all those words . Its help me a lot . I really hope this would help me in improving my english . I will try every single thing that could help me . Pray my luck . If my grammar gone wrong . Please do comment . I would like to know .






It was not my fault . Really not mine .

      My life changed when my father met his death . My family was left with all his bounty dept . The money he spent for his affair . It was really not fair for us . Really not . That’s the beginning where I start to be like this . I need  to get a very quick job so that I would protect my little sister and my mother from the shark’s mouth . So that day  I need to sacrifice all my dreams  and sacrificed myself for the sake of my family’s life .

     I had no choice . There was noothers way for me . I tried to find a good job but still they weren’t enough . I had 5 works in a day . I don’t sleep . I don’t rest just to get the money . But luck was not in my side . They kept extorting me .They were greed bloke .  Then , it happened when my mother was bitten by them and it was the last warning . Who dare to watched their only mother that care for her the most suffer from the throes  ? So , I finally take the decision . To pay the dept with some crank exchange . It was really tossed up . To exchange my dreams and life into an abyss  or to see my family dying .Finally  I took the decision to exchange myself to pay the dept . The Shark promise to take care of my family very well with enough money for them to live . I need to sacrifice for my family .

       My mother and little sister doesn't agreed with the exchange but it was my decision . My decision before negotiating with them . That was the last day of  watching my family cry and my dreams  wreak . At least It was a sedation  for me , realizing that my family have a satisfying future .
 
         So the day start as a slave to a group of maleficent  . They were really diabolical . I was malevolently  tortured by them . The chain and me were like best friend . The chain would always stay abut . It was easy for them to beat me as if I was junk to them .  I was their punch bag and always be their ‘dog’ if they found that I was maunder to them  .I was bleak . They ogle me that took me into a great paranoid . To do everything that they want .  I only get my kip on a board . No more bed for me and no lullaby for me from my mother .

      It was an oddity night for me . I was awakened at  3.a.m by a lad . He is one of the gang . He pulled me and made me plunge . I feel an intuit feeling . He instructed me to run far away . He said that tomorrow night , I will loss my virginity . They planned to rape me . He asked me to run to the neglected city that he had showed me . He gave me some money and key of a house  to stay alive . He asked me to take a good care of myself . He would be there . He was a lunatic . I don’t know how to respond . It was not an odious chance but still  worried about him .What if they knew this guy was the one who deceit them ? I freeze . Then the guy  frowned  and said with a jaunty voice that he would be save if I kept this secret from anyone .

          I was in a big house . Really big one . It was a really amazing house . Fully furnished  .It was the time I get beyond from the building that I was kept .  After I get showered , I tried to remember back the intrusive of this chapter of mine and the guy . I watched television just to arrange this mess in my mind . It showed a broadcast of a frizz hair  woman which try to extenuate a  man . Her face deem unwilling to repudiate the man as she knew it was wrong for her to dissociate the crime of the man  . But maybe it was her obligation to defend him . To get some money to make a better life for others . She had no choice , like me .

     He was not like others . He was really kind . He said he was a disguise as one of the shark ‘s man .  He was one of the spy for the police to keep spying this group . It was really oblivious he is not the meanie man  . It was really easy to differ him when he was with me and was in the group . He is the only guy in that group that haven’t touch me : tortured me . He is not a gravitas man . He  would always be beside me . He helped me a lot to survive . His bantering  voice really make me fall  into him . He saved me when I nigh to loss my virginity . He said he was really sorry for all the thing  that happened to me . The nightmare of mine . So , he would like to get me for a truce . He have myriad of decency  . Really . He was my hero and always be my man . I admitted that I loved him . He is not only my acquaintances but he was my love . It was paramour for me .

    One day , I knew that my family was killed by them . It strikes my hearts a lot . It was because of me , they were killed . I started to feel a red gaze coming into my body . It was a resentment towards my father’s affairs . It was the day when my avenge started . I tried my best to avert  the deed I was planned to do . And it  always him to be the man that sedated me . He told me that at least I’ve tried my best to take a very good care of my family . At least I can met him . He asked me to take a good care of myself and he would always take a good care of myself . He said he loved me when he first met me in the building . He said at least it was his luck to get to know me well  . No more revenge to put in my heart . His words  really meaningful to me . Into me .

        The broadcast really shocked me out . It was him . He was dead . He was killed by the shark’s group . His secret  had folded up . They knew it and killed him . I cried so hard . My leg was trembling and my body was shaking . It was really painful for me . Really pain . I cried all  night . Cried alone . Remember the last day I saw him . He was smiling at me and asked me for a good care of my health . His promise to take me as his wife after the gang was caught . The way he smiled and he cared about me that took me into a deep pain weeping and sobbing .

          The moment I cried , I remembered when this nightmare started . It was all her fault . All my father’s affair fault . Maybe , she was the reason I met him but she was also the reason he was killed . If she wasn't my father’s affair , I would not be a slave to the group and would not be save by my hero and would not make him killed .  I was alone ! It was the time for me to  vengeance for all the thing she did to my family.



         It was her party . The revelry of the party make my anger grow . I called her into an empty room . When she get into the room , I throttled her . When she was struggling for her life I remembered the day my father die , my mother was bitten , I was tortured , my family died , and the death of him . I was crying when I throttle her  , remembering  my nightmare and my wreak  dreams and life . It was all her fault . It was all her fault I was in the jail . Ii was her fault . Always her



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