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Vocabulary Log #3}
Friday, 6 February 2015 | 00:06 | 0Comment So today , for this log I will make something new . I mean only for this week . I had asked for my lecturer's permission to do this kind of task . So that I would more understand with the words I've searched for . I would try my best to make this task a success . This task takes a lot of time . For me to think of ideas . The task that I would do today is I would collect all of my vocab that I've searched before . i would use all of the word to make them into a long story . Or maybe in some paragraph . So that I would be familiar with all those words . Its help me a lot . I really hope this would help me in improving my english . I will try every single thing that could help me . Pray my luck . If my grammar gone wrong . Please do comment . I would like to know .
It was not my fault . Really not mine .
My life changed
when my father met his death . My family was left with all his bounty dept . The money he spent for
his affair . It was really not fair for us . Really not . That’s the beginning where I start to be like this . I need to get a very quick job so that I would
protect my little sister and my mother from the shark’s mouth . So that day I need to sacrifice all my dreams
and sacrificed myself for the sake of my family’s life .
I had no choice
. There was noothers way for me . I tried to find a good job but still they weren’t
enough . I had 5 works in a day . I don’t sleep . I don’t rest just to get the
money . But luck was not in my side . They kept extorting me .They were greed
bloke . Then , it happened when my
mother was bitten by them and it was the last warning . Who dare to watched
their only mother that care for her the most suffer from the throes ? So , I finally take the decision . To pay the
dept with some crank exchange . It
was really tossed up . To exchange
my dreams and life into an abyss or to see my family dying .Finally I took the decision to exchange myself to pay
the dept . The Shark promise to take care of my family very well with enough
money for them to live . I need to sacrifice for my family .
My mother and
little sister doesn't agreed with the exchange but it was my decision . My
decision before negotiating with them
. That was the last day of watching my family cry and my dreams wreak
. At least It was a sedation for me , realizing that my family have a
satisfying future .
So the day
start as a slave to a group of maleficent
. They were really diabolical . I was malevolently
tortured by them . The chain and me were
like best friend . The chain would always stay abut . It was easy for them to beat me as if I was junk to them . I was their punch bag and always be their
‘dog’ if they found that I was maunder
to them .I was bleak . They ogle me
that took me into a great paranoid .
To do everything that they want . I only
get my kip on a board . No more bed
for me and no lullaby for me from my
mother .
It was an oddity night for me . I was awakened
at 3.a.m by a lad . He is one of the gang . He pulled me and made me plunge . I feel an intuit feeling . He instructed me to run far away . He said that
tomorrow night , I will loss my virginity . They planned to rape me . He asked
me to run to the neglected city that
he had showed me . He gave me some money and key of a house to stay alive . He asked me to take a good
care of myself . He would be there . He was a lunatic . I don’t know how to respond . It was not an odious chance but still worried about him .What if they knew this guy was the one who deceit them ? I freeze
. Then the guy frowned and said with a jaunty voice that he would be save if I
kept this secret from anyone .
I was in a
big house . Really big one . It was a really amazing house . Fully furnished .It
was the time I get beyond from the
building that I was kept . After I get
showered , I tried to remember back the intrusive
of this chapter of mine and the guy . I watched television just to arrange this mess in my mind . It showed a broadcast
of a frizz hair woman which try to extenuate a man . Her face
deem unwilling to repudiate the man as she knew it was
wrong for her to dissociate the
crime of the man . But maybe it was her obligation to defend him . To get some
money to make a better life for others . She had no choice , like me .
He was not like
others . He was really kind . He said he was a disguise as one of the shark ‘s man . He was one of the spy for the police to keep
spying this group . It was really oblivious
he is not the meanie man . It was really easy to differ him when he was with me and was in the group . He is the
only guy in that group that haven’t touch me : tortured me . He is not a gravitas man . He would always be beside me .
He helped me a lot to survive . His bantering voice really make me fall into him . He saved me
when I nigh to loss my virginity .
He said he was really sorry for all the thing that happened to me . The nightmare of mine .
So , he would like to get me for a truce
. He have myriad of decency . Really . He was my hero and always be my
man . I admitted that I loved him . He is not only my acquaintances but he was my love . It was paramour for me .
One day , I knew
that my family was killed by them . It strikes my hearts a lot . It was because of me , they were killed . I started to feel a red gaze coming into my body . It
was a resentment towards my father’s
affairs . It was the day when my avenge
started . I tried my best to avert the deed
I was planned to do . And it always
him to be the man that sedated me . He told me that at least I’ve tried my best
to take a very good care of my family . At least I can met him . He asked me to
take a good care of myself and he would always take a good care of myself . He
said he loved me when he first met me in the building . He said at least it was his luck to get to know me well . No
more revenge to put in my heart . His words really meaningful to me . Into me .
The broadcast really shocked me out . It
was him . He was dead . He was killed by the shark’s group . His secret had folded up . They knew it and killed him .
I cried so hard . My leg was trembling and my body was shaking . It was really painful for
me . Really pain . I cried all night . Cried alone . Remember the last day
I saw him . He was smiling at me and asked me for a good care of my health .
His promise to take me as his wife after the gang was caught . The way he smiled
and he cared about me that took me into a deep pain weeping and sobbing .
The moment I
cried , I remembered when this nightmare started . It was all her fault .
All my father’s affair fault . Maybe , she was the reason I met him but she was
also the reason he was killed . If she wasn't my father’s affair , I would not
be a slave to the group and would not be save by my hero and would not make him
killed . I was alone ! It was the time
for me to vengeance for all the thing she did to my
family.
It was her
party . The revelry of the party
make my anger grow . I called her into an empty room . When she get into the
room , I throttled her . When she
was struggling for her life I remembered the day my father die , my mother
was bitten , I was tortured , my family died , and the death of him . I was
crying when I throttle her , remembering my nightmare and my wreak dreams
and life . It was all her fault . It was all her fault I was in the jail . Ii
was her fault . Always her .
THE END . |





